Arrival.

Lets welcome a new member into our family.

Janiel Fowler

Date of Birth: 24 November 2010

Time of Birth: 08:18

This day finally has arrived! my dear baby who had been living in me for the past 9 months, going through thick and thin with me. We will love her dearly and will be there for her always. Lets begin your exciting journey together(:

Eighth month

My tummy has been growing bigger each day, time pass too fast, it’s the 8^th month already. Soon I will be able to see my lovely daughter. She has been very playful this few days, kicking my tummy every night. But as long as she is in good condition, I am satisfied.

Although I can’t see you, I can feel you.

Although I can’t kiss you, I already love you.

Back to normal

After a week of recovery, I made an arrangement with my gynae to determine the gender of my angel. The doctor told me…

IT’S A BABY GIRL!!!!

No matter its boy or girl, I will love them dearly. I just hope it will arrive to this world healthily.

Safe and Sound

OH MY GOD! I’m finally rid of that tumour! I can’t express just how glad and relieved I am right now. The doctor told me that the surgery was a success and my baby is fine!
I still have to stay in the hospital for further observation though, in case of post-surgery complications. But I’d do anything to keep my baby safe! So right now, I’m in the hospital recuperating and ready to be discharged in about a week’s time. Till then!

Surgery day

My surgery is scheduled at 2pm, I am really nervous. The waiting time felt like an eternity, I just hope I can get rid of the tumor as soon as possible.

Just hope everything will be smooth sailing.

May God be with me, Amen. 

A little optimistic

After many tests, the doctor confirmed that the tumor is malignant… She told me not to worry, as the tumor could be removed by laparoscopic adrenalectomy. Is it a minimal invasive method to remove adrenal tumor which will be safer for me as a pregnant woman. 

The surgery is scheduled 1 week later as we could not afford to wait anymore, it will be bad for the baby. I know this is not the time to feel depress as I need to be strong and optimistic to get through this. So my dear baby, please be strong with mommy and we shall work hard to get both of us healthy.

Ultrasound

Today I went for the ultrasound scanning, the doctor found a tumor on my adrenal gland which is causing cortisol level to be abnormally high. Tumor?! I have a tumor in me, and especially during my pregnancy.  

I will need to be admitted into the hospital for further treatment. 

Further test will be taken to confirm my condition and to decide on the suitable treatment.

I don’t wish to lose my baby, my first baby…